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MY
FLAT MATE
By Nigel Dean |
Carl
is very special to me and I recall these events with a deep
sense of fondness. I’ve had all kinds of fun at
differing times and with various guys enjoying much pleasure but
Carl was something more than just physical activity and
enjoyment. With Carl there was also an emotional plane and
I was, still am, very fond of him and greatly value his loving
friendship.
He was six years younger than me, just nineteen at the time of
these events, and all happened not a long way into my own
catalogue of man-to-man experiences; I was at the time still
very much a novice in such matters. It was Brian, Carl’s
older brother, who was my friend and through him I came to know
Carl. But at the time of my story Brian was long gone
having estranged himself from his parents and moved to live in
London in a flat of his own. Carl and Brian’s parents
were serious alcoholics and when the booze took over they became
violent and gave the lads one hell of a time. Once he left
home Brian never had anything more to do with them and it was
only a matter of time before Carl followed his example.
I’d been to Birmingham that Friday on a one day training
course from work and was walking home from the station in the
late afternoon. I was deep in thought debating in my mind
the futility of the event I had wasted my day on when a totally
different train of thought began to enter my mind. At
first it was like a crawling mist drifting over the landscape
blotting everything out, then as the mist cleared there was only
one consideration - everything else was gone completely. I
walked automatically forward, my footsteps guiding themselves as
my mind detached itself from my body and filled with my friend
Carl. I could see his face as clearly as if he were
standing directly in front of me. He looked worried yet
pleased to see me and as I smiled he smiled back. Without
determining it consciously my pace quickened in an urgency to
get home. Then Carl’s voice came into my ears, he was
nowhere in sight but I heard the words audibly. “Hi
Nigel, sorry to bother you but you couldn’t help me out could
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I
broke into a trot and ran until I reached the end of my road
then slowed back down again to a walk. Rounding the corner
I saw Carl where I knew he would be, waiting at my front door.
“Have you been waiting long ?” I asked.
“Hi Nigel. I called your work,” he began, “they told
me you would be back about this time. I’m sorry to
bother you but you couldn’t help me out could you ?”
My spine chilled. “Sure, come inside.”
Carl was finally ready, he explained to me, to make the break
from home and follow in the footsteps of his brother.
There had been a week-long drinking binge and home-life was
quite intolerable. I felt so sorry for him, perhaps it was
this feeling that first ignited deeper feelings and attraction
for him, perhaps he could some how perceive my inner thoughts
and these brought about his reciprocation. I don’t know
but they spawned somehow a special time and special friendship. |
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“Can
you put me up for the week-end ? Brian’s away and I
can’t get in contact with him until Monday. I just need
somewhere to stay for a couple of nights then I’m off for
good.”
I was delighted to let him stay. “Of course. Stay as
long as you like.”
“Two night will be fine.” Carl said. “When Brian
gets back I am going to move in with him then find a job in
London.”
I looked at him standing there in blue jeans and a red tee
shirt. He had but a small bag with him containing a few
possessions.
“Let’s
make this a fun week-end,” I smiled, “let’s both
have a good time. I’ve a camp bed you can crash on in my
room if that’s OK with you.”
“Thanks.”
I was beginning to formulate an idea. I wanted Carl,
wanted to view that which his body kept hidden behind his
clothing and to wrap myself spiritually and physically round it
all. While I left Carl to sort himself I made a quick
telephone call. My flat was small, just a living-room, one
bedroom and a bathroom, I had to whisper for Carl not to hear
me. I called a friend, Steve, on his mobile.
Steve and I sometimes played squash together and sometimes we
would chill out in the sauna at our local leisure centre.
“Steve, you fancy a sauna tomorrow ?” I willed him to
say yes. “Carl’s staying over; he’s finally decided
to clear out and he’s a bit low. Thought we may take him
along and lighten him up a bit.” |
My
heart pounded as I waited for his answer then leaped for joy
when it was in the affirmative. We’d take him along to
the sauna with us and I would get to view that body naked and
natural as it was intended to be. I was sexually attracted
to Carl and wondered how I could bring him to feel the same
towards me.
I explained to Carl that Steve and I had arranged earlier in the
week to go to the sauna ( A bit of a white lie.) and it would be
good if he came along with us, we could have a laugh and a few
beers after.
“Fine. Sounds good,” he said.
My heart now beat with a long rumble of thunder within me.
In anticipation of that ahead my dick began to feel heavy and
rise to a semi erection. I would, some how, need to see
that didn’t happen tomorrow. At least not inside the
sauna |
We
spent the evening talking, watching the usual rubbish on TV and
playing cards. At about eleven we turned in to bed. The
camp bed was ready and prepared in the small space beside my own
bed. I usually sleep in the nude but that night we both
undressed to our pants and clambered in. I turned off the
light and we attended to sleeping. But I couldn’t sleep,
my mind was alive and my body ached, I had a raging hard on
between my legs which was fast oozing with precum. It was a
moonlit night and rays penetrated the curtains to illuminate the
room. I could see Carl asleep on his back, he had one leg
out of the sheets and hanging off the side of the bed. I
wanted to slide my hand under the sheet and trace a way up that
leg, it started to move through the space between us but I
pulled it back. The time was not right.
With both my hands back inside my own bed, I slid my underpants
down to below my knees and took hold of my rock hard cock.
I wished it was Carl’s and imagined it was as I began a slow
and gentle wank. I tried to keep the movement subtle, I
did not want to wake Carl and for him to discover what I was
doing but nothing could ease the feeling I had and allow me to
sleep until I had wanked that hardon away. It was not
difficult, I was so aroused and it did not take long to actually
cum. I was squirting loads into the sheets where I would
have to lay for the rest of the night. I’m sure that my
movements did not disturb him but as I came Carl turned and
spoke in his sleep. It was not clear exactly what he was
saying but I’m sure it was: Thank you Nigel, that was
good. I don’t think I imagined it. I turned on
my side and tried to sleep.
“You know we go into the sauna nude,” Steve said to
Carl.
“Yep.”
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“That’s
OK with you then,” Steve continued. “Nigel and I
have seen each other naked so many times we know one another’s
bodies off by heart but wondered how you felt.”
“Cool,” he smiled.
Once inside the
changing room I made my way to the toilet and locked myself
inside one of the cubicles. I pulled down my trousers and
pants to look at my semi-hard dick. I couldn’t go into
the sauna like that. I stared at it and willed it to go
down. It did but slowly. Only when I felt absolutely
calm and confident did I return to the changing room, undress to
join Steve and Carl.
“Where you been ?” Steve said. “Thought
you’d gone home.”
“Needed a wee,” I lied.
“Better out than in,” Carl smiled.
There he was, Carl as naked as the day he was born and ten times
a beautiful. I guess if I am to be honest there was
nothing that special about Carl’s body - he was no ancient god
in human form - but every inch of skin, every fibre and muscle
held out a magnetic attraction to me and he represented the
finest male specimen those gods could send down to a mortal
earth. A bit skinny, I guess: about five foot nine: dark -
almost black hair - fairly long; hair starting to sprout on his
chest with a trace line down his navel to: ….. Hell that
part of his body was beautiful. Uncut, about six inches, perhaps
a bit more, and quite thick. He sat on the edge of the
wooden sauna bench, knees apart, feet crossed and tucked under
the bench. His balls hung gently down with his cock
falling in a line down their centre. |
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“This
your first time in a sauna ?” Steve asked.
“Yep,” Carl replied.
“Like it ?”
“Yep. I guess this is what is meant by let it all hang
out !”
“You could put it that way.”
“Well it feels good to me,” Carl smiled.
I was trying to find an opening to enter the conversation myself
but some how there wasn’t one. In fact I said very
little while we were all in there, I could not find much
in the way of my powers of speech while I was being mesmerised
by Carl and that naked body of his. I knew I wanted more.
It was difficult to get rid of Steve. We went to
McDonald’s for lunch then to a pub where there was a sports
bar with a giant TV. We watched football all afternoon.
I thought that Steve was never going to leave and let us be
alone together, he came back to my place for coffee and stayed
well into the evening. I didn’t suggest eating in case
he stayed even longer. He had a girlfriend so why wasn’t
he with her ? Fortunately a time did come when he needed
to go and I heaved a sigh of relief.
I suggested a video and a take-away. Carl agreed.
“Let me pay for the take-away please,” he said.
While Carl was out collecting food from the local Chinese I
moved the small TV and video from the lounge into the bedroom.
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“I
thought we could crash out and watch TV before we sleep,” I
explained on his return.
“Why don’t we be really decedent and eat in bed ?”
Carl suggested.
“Good idea.”
As Carl sorted
foil containers from the small carrier bag I began to undress
then sit cross legged wearing just my underpants on my bed.
Carl copied me and squatted not on the camp bed but at the foot
of my own. I guess a camp bed is not the most comfortable
item of furniture but perhaps there was more to his seating
arrangements than this. We ate with plastic forks courteously
provided by the take-away and made small talk. I began to
steer the conversation.
“So you liked your first sauna ?” I began.
“Yep, must do it again some time.”
“It didn’t embarrass you having to be nude like that ?”
“Nah.”
“It did me on my first time.”
“Well you don’t have anything to be embarrassed about,”
Carl smiled. “In fact I’d say you look pretty good.”
“Thanks.” My cock was starting to rise again.
“You’re not so bad yourself you know.”
Carl scraped the corner of his container and took the last
mouthful of food. He looked at me as he scooped the morsel
and savored the last taste of the meal.
“I nearly got a hard on the first time I went to the sauna,”
I continued. |
Carl
placed the container and plastic fork down on the floor, looked
at me then said. “I reckon you’d look very good with a
hard on.”
There was no need to say anything more. I knelt up on the
bed and slid my pants down to my knees and revealed that very
hard on. Carl slowly and seductively did the same.
The next moment I was flat on my back, my pants flung across the
room with Carl resting gently on top of me our dicks pressed
firmly together. His body was warm and I could feel his
heart beating. I placed my hands around his back and
pulled him hard and close to me. Our cocks were busy
introducing themselves to each other I could feel the pulse in
Carl’s through my own and I guess he me.
“Thanks for letting me stay,” Carl said. “I always
knew we were great mates.”
I said nothing in reply but let go my grip to move my hands
between us. This was heaven with all my dreams coming
true. I had Carl and he had me, we were each others for
the whole night: a night I was determined to make last for
ever. I was wet with precum and ready to take our first
mansex experience; the first of many and many that very
night. As if knowing my thoughts Carl moved in time with
myself and we knelt close to each other pressing our throbbing
cocks into the same small space. With one hand each we
joined fingers and held our manhood together and began a
powerful double rub.
A liquid of fire and gold was moving inside my balls, seeking to
find its way into the open. I could feel it climbing ever
higher and at the same time I could feel the sensation Carl was
experiencing within his own body. I came with a force but
I could sense Carl was holding back his own climax. When
the last jerk of ejaculation was spent Carl whispered in my ear.
“Suck me off Nigel.” |

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We adjusted our
positions so this could take place. My own plasma of
rapture was still over our two bodies as I knelt between
Carl’s legs and took his cock slowly in my mouth. He
could not have been far from cuming and I wanted to prolong the
experience so I moved slowly and very gently. The tip of
my tongue just lightly touched the head of that special
cock. I felt for its groove then explored the rim where
the head meets the shaft, first with my tongue gently caressing
then with my lips. Down I moved to take more of it inside
until I was close to Carl’s lovely bush of dark and thick
pubic hair. I closed my lips tight and slowly began to
suck the air from my mouth my cheeks pulling in against my jaw.
Carl began to sigh deeply. His hands rested on the back of
my head and pressed me towards him. My tongue was busy now
rapidly exploring every inch of flesh within my mouth. I
inhaled and exhaled several times, each time generating a
suction within my mouth. He came and I swallowed all I
have to give.
We lay naked together in the one bed, our bodies adjacent to
each other in that small space, our arms entwined about
ourselves. We slept lightly in a dream of pure joy but no
dream could ever replace the experience we had just shared or
the feelings we were building and developing for each other.
I awoke shortly after midnight and so did Carl. “You are
the best friend I have ever had and ever will have,” he
said.
“You are the only friend I ever want to have,” I
replied.
“Please take me all the way,” Carl spoke gently and
with a deep meaning and desire.
I took my lover by the hand and led him to the foot of the
bed. He knelt facing the mattress then bent over to
present his rear to me. I looked at that beautiful form
and pulsed with desire to be deep inside him. First I
kissed the left cheek and then the right. On the right I
sucked to pull the tiny blood vessels towards the surface and
create a love-bite. When I was done I leaned back to examine my
work; I was well pleased with all that I saw.
My fingers parted the way between his buttocks for me to press
my cock deep inside then released the two cheeks to clamp hard
against my shaft. Instantly I began a movement to thrust as deep
inside as I could, withdraw slightly then thrust again. My
groin made a slapping sound against Carl’s bum each time I
pushed in. I longed for my cock to be bigger in order that
I could reach deeper inside that fantastically sensuous
body. I would have forced our bodies into one being if
only I could yet while our physical forms were separate I could
feel our minds coming closer together. I could experience
the feeling Carl had and knew a little of what it was like to
have me inside him. I could feel the beat of his heart
within my own chest and know his solid erection inside my
own. Although there was no hand on Carl’s cock, neither
his nor mine, I was controlling it and bringing it to its climax
with my mind. I was in control of my own ejaculation as
well as that of my friend. We came simultaneously with a
pleasure of experience beyond that of any normal encounter.
I withdrew and snatched Carl by the shoulders to bring his face
to mine then kissed him with my tongue penetrating as deep
inside him as my solid manhood had just done. When our
lips parted Carl traced his tongue down my breast and took my
left nipple in his mouth sucking for all he was worth.
Then he moved slightly to its side and took his turn to mark me
with a bite of love.
Although he had cum two times already that night I urged with
all my power and mind for Carl to insert himself inside me and
before long he was thrashing that stupendous cock of his between
my own bum cheeks. I pinched them together as tight as I
could. There was a sensation of pain having him inside me
but it was a pain of the purest happiness, there was an
boundless man-love between us. The love was being
explored on the surface by mere physical means but on a higher
level our two minds were exchanging thoughts and emotions at the
speed of light and without the need for simple words. Such
bonding I had never experienced before and have only experienced
it ever with Carl.
When he came inside me the gentle warmth spread through the
whole of me radiating sensitively outwards from the centre.
That warmth remained long after Carl had withdrawn and we fell
asleep again in each other’s arms.
The morning came too quickly and as time neared for Carl to
leave tears pricked the backs of my eyes. His brother was
returning home that Sunday afternoon and Carl was to take a
train to Euston where Brain would meet him. I wanted to
beg him to stay but I knew it would not be right. We were
lovers but could be only lovers with the occasional time
together, his parting would not be good-bye but simply farewell
until next time. Carl had to leave and put the bad
memories and times of his home and parents behind him; destiny
would permit me to be a good time in his memory and something to
return to.
Carl also was close to tears as the hands of the clock moved
ever onward. It was he who suggested a photograph before
we parted, two photographs one for each of us to remember that
night by. Two photographs turned into twelve and were
taken using my digital camera. I saved the poses onto
CD’s, one for Carl and one for me. Naked we sat together
at the computer as the pictures were downloaded and copied onto
the CD’s. It was then time for Carl to dress and
leave. I didn’t walk to the station with him, neither of
us could have born that, but wished him a safe journey and good
speed until he was able to return.
He did return but that’s another story. Several stories
to be honest. But Carl is never far away and I from him, we have
memories of some very special times with every thought sealed in
our minds. I seldom look at those pictures on the CD, I do
not need to for Carl’s picture and his being remain always
very close to my sight. Carl is special to me and always
will be. For two nights we had been flat mates, sharing
the same living space but while distance separates us we both
live together in the same rooms in our hearts.
This story is
part of a trilogy. Click the links below to read the other
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